To love you
to tell myself you're gone, you're gone
you were never here
leaves me sad and confusedI die
I die alone
to rise again, alone
Mind so numb
my life so gone
my thoughts so wrong
my heart so cold
I die to find God in me, alone again
just want to burn in hell for my sins
is that so wrong?
I don't need your help
I can abuse myself
so sad and confused
alone and in love with you