All I ever see is not-you
not-you staring at me
the glaring omission
the incredible non-existence
the dark matter in my universe
always not-youIt blocks the beauty of the world
stains the unstainable
this dream so unattainable
I can't see beyond it
always gone
always not-you
I look into the mirror
like the vampire's reflection
you're not there by my side
the gap between where I am
and where I want to be
it's always there
no matter what I do I still see
not-you
not-you and me